Shane's Birthday

Today would have been Shane's 31st birthday. It's hard to believe it's already been 51/2 months. Sometimes I feel like it's been alot longer than that. Time has definately been flying by.
Today has been ok so far. I definately have found that as time goes by things get easier. I'll always miss him but the physical pain of missing him is gone and what's left behind is much more bearable. I imagine I'll always feel that way and I think I'm learning to live with that. When everything first happened, lots of people tried to tell me that....that things don't necessarily get better, they just change and you learn to live with it. I wouldn't have believed it then but now I know it to be true. Sure, certain days and events will be worse than others, but I know that Shane would want me to be happy. I'm trying my best to do that for him.